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3,2 * Queen of Cups * moon Leo/Vir 21:39 * I am celebrating my life, mind and body *

(yesterday: Hanged Man * I am giving only devotion)

OK, there’s a strike, so I’ll need to figure out new eyewear beyond those guys so I can see Ailey Saturday - or is that too much in of itself? Well, regardless, I need new eyewear to screen/view at a distance. Thanks.

It’s also kinda cold out and I must hike over - oooh joy!

new song title from the wee hours: as for anything (again)

Enjoyed The Family Stone. I really like movies that could be on stage - I’m not sure if that’s about resonance, quality, strong performances or what…

Direction seemed a tad off near beginning with Craig & Diane’s first few lines, introduction. Also, the bus pulling away and then coming back was tired cliché. I needed something fresher there to go with this family. Ah well, maybe we need drama here to make that next Christmas sweeter…

lol, talk about being in a hurry! i wore a brown loafer on the left foot and my fun b&w ‘bowling’ Rockport on the right to the movies LMAO. Go Full Moon
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Christ transcends, and, yes, sacrifices. I think this is more what he gives to us - how to embrace our godliness, less about sinning and unwise choices, about how we are - not just can be - how we are so much more than the pettiness, seven sins, etc. etc. So I think to deify him - very possibly a Piscean story, regardless of his sun sign - is contrary to such energy. (Ironically, I sort of feel Capricorn would prefer, at least, some of the reverence. The extreme giftgiving could be seen as Cancerian, I dunno - seems to begin stretching things to far for explanation i feel.

9,8 * Paula Cole’s “I Don’t Want to Wait” * moon Can; Sun transits natal 8th * Magus * I remember

(yesterday: 8,7 * Virtue * I am speaking with care, intelligence and insight * moon Can * Dan Hartman’s “I Can Dream About You”)

7,6 * Knight of Swords: Do you know your goal? What happens once you achieve it? * FULL moon Gem; Venus Aqu 10:57 est * I love

Feelin’ good if physically dry - thank you!

potential new playlists
Soulshack
Hip Joint
House of Gravy

6,5 * Empress: I am filled with power and beauty. * I give smartly * something new, country-ish and rock * moon Gem

5,4 * moon Tau/Gem 14:59 est * Success: My self-acceptance and self-confidence are the keys to real success. * Golden Opportunities are everywhere for me * Deborah Cox’s “Who Do U Love”

He’s on my mind quite a lot lately, I suppose this isn’t a huge surprise considering Mercury retrograded (mostly) in my 7th as the Sun transits through. Maybe, simply I need to forgive the drama, the craziness, the attack and win nature, and all that to move on, in unlocking more of who i am today, and what i need to progress, succeed. I do know I’m tired of thinking about it. Even somewhat bored. OK, that can easily warrant some words, pages perhaps. I trust myself to be open(ed) here.

dream playback sketched
Gordon Schmat, or similiar from a dream about Aqu+Aqu I know with guest star Lib…

This title comes from a name of an EP project I structured and composed a good deal for. It is many many moons old, though only a few days ago in That sense of memory. The sounds stay with me as well because the project intersected the 2nd or 3rd Batman film, which is very much a door into duality of man’s good & evil. Too, some of the moodiness, self-torture and deliberation is evidence in the best of Batman works, particularly comic books.

So now I really joined you here this evening to say hello, and I think about you more and more lately. Felt appropriate to reach out and speak from my voice, my heart rather than the usually rumblings and such of my oft-full head.

Attending Ailey last night left me with some good questions to ask myself around what creative involvements excite me. Dancing on stage not so much, choreographing for stage immensely - like that’s partially what I’m suppose to do, whatever the scale, regardless of how it ‘fits’ in the bigger (career) picture of moi.

I do miss, somewhat, utilizing my French. I feel like its use will be more prevalent in days to come - for now, let’s continue reading writing living loving and giving. It’s a wonderful life I share in this time and world, as crazy as it all may be sometime.

4,3 * Adjustment: I am at rest wth my own center * I am speaking with care, intelligence and insight * moon Tau; mer Sag 16:19 est * Freddie’s “Have You Ever Loved Somebody”

Howard Hewett’s “This Time” * -Devil * 3,2 * moon Tau * I am ready

1,9 * moon Ari * The Hanged Man * I listen wisely * Michael Jackson’s Rock My World