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4,5 * moon Can; Sun Sco * -Love * I love myself
Feelin’ good if moving slow. Undecided about Manhattan/potluck today. Of course, still plenty to read, I want to cook cook, and spending must be kept to a minimum.
I feel like I will step further out of my… reticence as November wanes. Meanwhile, I want to put me & my house more so in order.
Diana Gabaldon is NOT a romance writer, though her books include a big fat love story. Ah, pigeonholed with genres - the linear mindset of retail…
http://www.slate.com/id/2128064/
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It’s 10 years later, and I don’t feel as confident as I could, want to. Some of it is application and intention worked together. Some of it is I’m talking about the same things, without enough progress that I’m certain it is coming or even a relevant desire.
(no particular order; doesnt include Chicago, ‘93-’94)
Yes, I’ve
*lived in four major US metros
*had a big relationship (thank you very much)
*been to Europe three more times
*traveled about USA a very good deal
*tripled my annual income (ok, so, now where’s my six figures?!)
*come out
*played, experienced and sampled sexually - still more to answer here
*reconnected with paternal familia 
*learned & operated Quark (eesh, one of the scariest things I’ve done - really!)
*digitized (most of) my music collection, selling off the physical pieces
I’m wanting to
*host more home(cooked) events
*experience more of NYC’s arts - esp. behind the curtain/scenes
*experience more of NYC quality menfolk
*find myself writing quality works and successfully sharing them
*assisting others in coming to the proverbial, and literal, mic(rophone)
*get deeper into the astrology learnings, readings
*finish collecting #1s and soul musics for my growing collection (spring, please? autumn is almost 1/2 over and includes a bunch o’ holidays)
*read & screen more
There is more, of course - it’s about music sex romance food travel laughter progress/evolving.
Ok, that’s great - for now - time to eat! and read
