aLOUD

3,4 * It’s all good * Seven o’ Wands * moon Lib * Ready for the World “Shame”

Web was accessible, not sure why I didn’t do this.

Seems like I’m able to do a PC laptop rather soon, so

7,8 * -Brilliance * I’m heard * moon Leo; Neptune direct (Sag) 19:24 * Stevie’s If She Breaks Your Heart

6,7 * moon Leo; Jup Sco 22:52 * -Strength * I an an unlimited being accepting from an unlimited source in an unlimited way * Mariah’s “Shake It Off”

Pleasant, amusing surprise that one of my baby visas has grown up into a Very Large piece of credit - well, large to me and the current. *Make it very easy to see doing a modest (very modest) film project… so I think Plans A, A2, B & C from the other day - I didn’t share them here as they felt tentative, and really raw - can now be revised, with lots more dare spiced in.

5,6 * Art * I am great * Jevetta’s “Open Book” * moon Can/Leo 5:48p

brother Page Kennedy revealed in TV’s best basement
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20051024/ap_en_tv/tv_desperate_housewives

oh, i’m running late - quel surprise

Bloomberg is pro-Arts, hmmmm
http://www.nytimes.com/2005/10/23/arts/23stei.html?pagewanted=all

Hmmm, I like the sound of Jeanette Winterson’s new work “Weight: The Myth of Atlas and Heracles

i realize, and affirm, again that i only need to create deeply, honestly and fully what is by way of me- to (re)shape and polish it, if apropos, and then i can, and will, find a market for it. perhaps even grow one. still bringing us - ok, me - to where’s the story, jack?

speaking of which, how come i haven’t written and published erotica after 20+ years of wanting to?!

Annie doens’t like to tour (uh oh), and new Eurythmics new hits CD coming
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20051023/music_nm/eurythmics_dc

So I’m imagining this place out West… it’s an arts center, complex, creativity hub. More for the media & performing arts, with connections (or more) to fine arts.

Not sure if it includes soundstage, though a theater for stage and dance works is, of course, a must. And also editing bay/suite, plus recording studio(s). Yes yes, it’s sort of like Paisley Park, except less away from folks, and for folks/community vs. just VIPs/friends. In the realm of a BAVC , ya, I suppose. Not sure what the Presidio campus includes, though I’m not currently playing with that level of cash or influence (that I know of!). * That’s large, yes, I know. Would find the appropriate folk to run it, shine it, etc. There’s more there… scripts writing development lab/workshop… gallery in lobby/-ies… outer wall(s)?

Seattle seems to hum for something like this, at the moment, though I want this to involve a numerous people of color, which hints at East Bay… are Wayans’ still doing things over there? (Hadn’t really thought about San Diego much, and that doesn’t strongly vibe back.) Seattle also is down the road from Vancouver, which seems highly beneficial…

Hmmm, I’d really curtailed the dreaming - not the best choice, if understandable. Alas, I release these again, and ask for assistance here and Up High to better deal with, and deliver, them!

4,5 * moon Can; Sun Sco * -Love * I love myself

Feelin’ good if moving slow. Undecided about Manhattan/potluck today. Of course, still plenty to read, I want to cook cook, and spending must be kept to a minimum.

I feel like I will step further out of my… reticence as November wanes. Meanwhile, I want to put me & my house more so in order.

Diana Gabaldon is NOT a romance writer, though her books include a big fat love story. Ah, pigeonholed with genres - the linear mindset of retail…
http://www.slate.com/id/2128064/

***

It’s 10 years later, and I don’t feel as confident as I could, want to. Some of it is application and intention worked together. Some of it is I’m talking about the same things, without enough progress that I’m certain it is coming or even a relevant desire.

(no particular order; doesnt include Chicago, ‘93-’94)
Yes, I’ve
*lived in four major US metros
*had a big relationship (thank you very much)
*been to Europe three more times
*traveled about USA a very good deal
*tripled my annual income (ok, so, now where’s my six figures?!)
*come out
*played, experienced and sampled sexually - still more to answer here
*reconnected with paternal familia *learned & operated Quark (eesh, one of the scariest things I’ve done - really!)
*digitized (most of) my music collection, selling off the physical pieces

I’m wanting to
*host more home(cooked) events
*experience more of NYC’s arts - esp. behind the curtain/scenes
*experience more of NYC quality menfolk
*find myself writing quality works and successfully sharing them
*assisting others in coming to the proverbial, and literal, mic(rophone)
*get deeper into the astrology learnings, readings
*finish collecting #1s and soul musics for my growing collection (spring, please? autumn is almost 1/2 over and includes a bunch o’ holidays)
*read & screen more

There is more, of course - it’s about music sex romance food travel laughter progress/evolving.

Ok, that’s great - for now - time to eat! and read

Finding a way to make it happen, the aussieBum story
http://www.smh.com.au/news/fashion/if-at-first-you-dont-succeed-create-a-website/2005/10/15/1128796749495.html

Usher finally opens the doors to his music label
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20051022/music_nm/usher_dc

It’s good enough for Latifah, so it’s good enough for you… well, the woman-licking, er, liking you
http://www.scoresnewyork.com/